{a breath of fresh air}

I have been feeling really antsy to get outside and stretch my legs, but something has been holding me back. Fear of not being able to keep up with myself? Fear of being too cold? Fear of having sore lungs once I got back in the house? I believe it was fear of simply failing. So many times I start this great plan of, I’m going to get in shape, NOW! And so many times I never, ever finish. It is becoming a very disappointing thing. Why can’t I hold myself accountable to this? Then I need to remember this verse:

Even though I was having uncertainties on what really was holding me back, God knew I could do it. God doesn’t have any uncertainties :)

For so long I was letting the devil hold me down. That is so bad! God has great plans for me… for all of us, and it’s to be a healthy wife, daughter, friend and aunt. I have all the resources to exercise: great shoes, clothes — even an iPod! I have been failing myself, keeping myself from getting in shape and having a great power walk. However, today I broke the chain of limitation. I put on my workout clothes and before I could find another distraction I walked outside. Just like that.